It was helpful that Alisa didn't bat an eyelid at Akira's revelations, so far she held up to all the values that Aki held dear. The Blue Pegasus mage seemed honest and forthcoming, she'd been forgiving and quite understanding about Akira's impulsive behavior. Overall, the encounter was leaving a sweeter flavor in Aki's usually bitter and skeptical thoughts. With much empathy lingering behind the woman's expression, Akira felt the need to fairly defend the Knights, she couldn't just glaze over the fact that she might have provoked the light mage's attack, way back on that orientation day. 'In retrospect... Maybe I had it coming, I'm not always easy to handle...' she admitted softly, with a shrug. Although as high ranking as Alice was, she probably should have realized the potential of her magic as well as kept her feelings in check.
'Right you are.' Akira agreed power was simply that, they were all blessed with their own magic it wasn't like they chose it... It was a bit like one's personal features, but then, people did find ways to discriminate based on those too. 'Not sure if in the case of the Knights its as simple as cowardice, I suppose its also to do with their reception among people, the final goal is to aid the citizens...' Akira said with a soft sigh as she turned her attention to this deep-rooted prejudice being a problem of the populous in general. 'The organization is forced to reflect the judgment of the people I guess.' The girl added as she opposed Alisa's motion, crouching forward to rest her elbows on her knees, her sleek hair fell like prison bars over her eyes and face. The dark strands shrouded the glances that she stole at Alisa when she got the chance.
The woman was such a picture of poise, in stark contrast to the bundle of insecurity that Akira was. Maybe one day the dark mage would find the strength and search for her own beauty, attain the perfection she probably possessed somewhere within her petite and lithe self. Akira felt herself mimicking the peal of laughter that escaped the fellow mage, only in a softer, unsure chuckle as she caught the wink, just in time, observing the way in which she put her dark long hair in order, Akira was sure she couldn't deal with that length, which is why she'd not bothered to grow out her hair and instead sported a haphazard bunch of strands that flopped around her face.
Attentively, she heard the woman's response to her question. Carefully analyzing the words to see where Alisa's loyalties lay. At least she was pretty frank. The Lunar mage did not interrupt the woman as she explained that she did it to uphold the pride of her guild. Which Akira found strange, in terms of such alliances, she was pretty much a loner, the girl hadn't forged any deep bonds or sense of belonging anywhere for her to ever truly risk herself. Yet here she was, but her true participation would only be revealed when the day finally arrived. The mage went onto deliver another, much more substantial reason for her being here to defend Crocus and it sent a chill down Akira's spine. 'So... The Grimoire Hearts have planned this attack... and they've managed to...' she didn't complete her sentence since it'd be rather stupid to just repeat whatever Alisa said, swallowing her redundant words of shock, Aki began chewing on her lips again.
'I-' Akira had to pause, reel in her instinctual responses to the woman's questions. Those would probably cause the mage to lose all the respect she might have had for the Shimada. 'Well, firstly since I'm just an apprentice I wasn't even told who the attackers are suspected to be... And...' She ran her fingers through her hair again, as she threw herself back and sat upright. 'I couldn't give a crap about the nobles, they're self-serving and corrupt.' Akira announced simply, her voice flat and monotonous. She sighed, a long gush of air as her spine curled again and she felt the need to keep her eyes fixated on the floor framed between her slightly parted knees. 'I frankly don't if I'm going to be able to find the courage to do much...' she muttered softly, her voice a little shaky as she at least found it in her to reveal the truth. 'I mean I'm not too strong and... I guess I'll protect people if they're in danger and it comes down to that... But... yeah.' she added, barely being able to defend her choice of words.
She looked skyward, the moon seemed to have risen above the boundaries of the arena it must be getting pretty late. She wondered if Tsuru had begun scouring the streets in anxiety again... Slowly she pulled herself off the rock and stretched. 'I hope we see each other after.... everything is done.' she said a little ominously as she turned and wordlessly began walking away, leaving the conversation hanging at a rather abrupt point. She wondered if Alisa would forgive her sudden will to disappear amidst their heart to heart. But frankly, all the mixed feelings that the conversation had roused, made Aki want time on her own again, she felt vulnerable, confused and guilty, which only stood out clearer in the presence of someone as focused and driven as Alisa...
Total WC: 6773/5000
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