She realized that now that she had nothing specific to do, she was still not good at relaxing, she would find something else to do, the only point when she was relaxing was when she bumped into one of her friends. To immediately stress after because she did not do the task she set out for herself. Today she had no task, the idea was to relax and as she had walked here to the festival from her home, she decided to buy a drink. Mindlessly walking around until she came to a stall she looked at the menu to order a simple ice tea. There must be something to do that would distract her from the fact that she was actually not doing anything at all.
Why was it so difficult to sit still? Or to do nothing. She had thought that she would just go sit somewhere, watch people enjoy the festival and so on but instead she felt that it was a mindless business and Ceres would rather walk about. She needed a hobby.