"Worship me in rivers of blood" STR: 311 | SPD: 507 | CON: 256 | END: 225 | INT: 256 | MANA: 13,550 "Bow before your queen" - Astrid Venier Any sense of delight was lost in those moments, all the time that Astrid had taken trying to get to Oak Town, the excitement and freedom that she were to have felt, all lost behind a sea of emotional uncertainty that now plagued every thought, every idea, any and every action that she could have hoped to have given consideration towards. Her mind struggled to figure it out, the answer as evident as written upon the paper that she held gingerly in her hands, the weight of it being like that of a unbearable burden forced onto her. But her eyes did not veer down again; the potential to witness again and further reinforce the truth that she sought more than anything to deny, it was too much. Yet she remained there. For the yearning that echoed within her to resist believing that this were true, that her father – someone who had for years upon years advocated against the efforts to rise to further ambitions in politics, that politics were a tool to aid the people; not that of oneself – for him to be willing to go so far as to seemingly betray the principles he once stood by, and even worse to frame the death of her mother and to lie about her own! Perhaps it were that that stung most to Astrid, the idea that she may have been dead within the eyes of the people. She was very much alive, simply tired of the life that her father had tried to manipulate and control with every effort, every motion that he took. His false proclamation threatened to tear down everything that was owed to her. All the goals and dreams that she sought, the destiny that the world had owed to her, he was threatening all of that. And yet, for as much as she would have sought the chance to reverse fate, to proclaim herself alive, she couldn’t. Never mind the plight of her being within Oak Town, at the inherent mercy of the difficult trek required to venture to Crocus, the near impossible route that it would take to reach there. Her arrival in Oak was only achieved through the most abandoned roads, dead reminders of ancient empires that had long since been lost to the time and forgotten in memories. To try to navigate through the roads leading out of the city, infused with the full lawlessness that persisted in this region of the nation, there were little hope that she would manage to make her way there without either carving through enough bodies to paint a trail right back to her, or otherwise find herself so preoccupied as to be too late. It was a race against time and she had no way of winning. Not as things were now. 467/1400 (-20% Censor of Dragon's Blood, -10% Zera'thul) |
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