The shadows fizzled and pulled away like soft black snow drifting in the air. The tired out and crying Lumikki was now in her between for of beast and human, her wings and feathers poking out of the werewolf's grasp. The harpy, also emotional from what just happened, stayed silent. A grimace showed on her face as she was quite displeased but she was happy that her master was being tended to. So she went off ahead, alone to seek the owner of the voice that baited her Revna so. To find Nan so that Lumikki would not have to...
Lumikki's talons curved around Michael's arms, tight at first until she regained enough sense to ease her grasp. She continued to cry hysterically in his arms, not easily soothed. The cold was only more intense with her outburst.
" Waaaaaaaah, ye aren't suppose ta-ta- ta see me like this Uuuuuuulfrrrr." She wailed. Messy as ever, she tried to worm her way out of his grasp but he was strong. She fought with all her strength before tiring out from her efforts and laying limp in his arms. Defeated and humiliated she continued to cry silently. Poking a talon to his fur she willed her magic to creep along him, healing whatever wounds he had acquired. She was distraught, but she still loved him deeply. So she wanted to make sure that in her fit, he didn't come to any lingering harm.
" I don't know why ye came to find me Ulfr. Ye shouldn't chase the dead...." She whimpers as her head rests on his shoulder. The blizzard within her fades away much like the storm from above was. The cold and frost were fading in the area and much of the common heat was rushing back in.
" I should of left ye alone. Ya lost the moment to talk with yer folks 'cause I flew ya away. But I just could not bear hearing ye say those words....I just love ya too much to see ye like that...." A second wind surged within her as she was fighting his grasp. Anger was flooding her as the memory that he would choose to leave her flashed through her mind, or maybe he never cared for her at all....she was not sure.
" Let go of me! I was-" The words began, but she could not truly choose to believe them, and so they would bunch in her throat and never escape. This is not who she wanted to be, that was not what she wanted to say. Her fight died down once more as she was utterly defeated now.
" Don't mind this fool.....this was never what I wanted for ye. I promised ya, ye'd be free and ye are. I just-I just....didn't think ye'd forget about me as soon as ye left. But I should make me peace aye, if I never hear from ye yea? I'm not as warm as those other lasses out there...." She bit her lips hard from the frustrations of her words, dark blue blood was leaking out from her wound.
" I still love ye so much...like I promised I would." She whimpered, as her lip quivered from the sadness building from within her.
" I feel like. I feel like I want to return to the nothingness of being ice and cold like I was when I was reborn....." She buried her head in his chest, nuzzling into his fur. Though it has felt like ages, his embrace, his fur...they both felt so much like home. Could she let all of this go?
" Where were ye.....?" She asked out loud, she said it more to herself but she was unaware that she spoke at all.
" I missed ye so much...."646_2094