Kenny crossed his legs as he looked at the walkway in front of him, his memories were here. Many of which were about his former lover, he missed her sorely, but he had moved on entirely at this point. He had managed to move on with his life after his transformation, he still loved her and was certain she would be the only woman he would ever love no matter where she went or who she enticed with her charms, he was his own man now and would forever be so, but never again would be bond with another woman. Never again would he listen to another woman’s soft words nor would he let another touch his lips. He was going to commit to her now, but his obsession was over. The greatest was gone, his potential was gone and now he wanted to rest for now. He needed a change in scenery at the moment, something to get his mind off her. He missed her, he would take it all back to have her again, but he couldn’t and he had to deal with the pain he felt. If only he could take it all back just to have you again. He was alone, but stronger than ever, yet he didn’t want to use this new found strength for PL or anything else. To think one day they could have had a nice house, fancy clothes, and big cars, they could have anything they wanted, but he ruined it and for that reason he would take it all back just to have her once again. What is this life? He often wondered that, he would imagine that there was no point in it, but there obviously must have been right? He was here for a reason, but he didn’t know his purpose. Why couldn’t he have what he wanted? It was unfair, so unfair, but he had to move on didn’t he? His life was ok at a glance, but it was also weak and feeble, he lacked many things, strength was not one of them, intelligence was one he did lack but his dreams would never come true even with one over the other. He thought back to their days together, it felt so nice when they could relax and just watch TV, sing along with whatever shit song played on the TV, it didn’t matter to him when they were together he could sing all day if he pleased and he wouldn’t be judged. But then one day he left, and then they found each other and then they split up again, he found her again, proposed again and then she vanished again. He had to wake up soon. He tightened his focus, as he tried to break his trance, his heart rate increased his focus seemed to be collapsing, he could feel the world around him shift and turn and finally he woke up or so he thought, He was still in the alley of his mind, his life was real great huh? He banged two chicks in the span of a few months several times. He was an alright guy after all, not that strong but he was him and that was all that mattered.

He opened his eyes and stood up, finally done meditating. He could feel his body mellow out a bit as he stepped forward. He continued to step forward, leaving his clothes behind and walked onward. He didn’t need his things anymore, he needed to get away. Just for a while he needed to rest, he needed to rebuild himself and just move on for a few days live in the wilderness if need be. He knew of a pace, but he needed to get going soon if he wanted to move on quickly. Worth wood sea was his place. No matter what he would live there and survive on his own for a while. He was dancing with the devil, he needed to dance with the devil he needed to see evil, he needed to break himself down and just disappear, he would abandon everything as he made his journey. If he could change his path he would, but before he knew it a few days walk was already over and he had made it to the worthwood sea.

-in Worthwood sea-
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