How strange he thought it was for two people to find themselves teary eyed on a rooftop in the dead of winter. It was true thought that their similar pasts were undeniable, or that they walked a path of paralleled goals. "I certainly didn't think we would end up here when we met. It is nice to be able to open up about it, if only a little." It helped him more than he thought it would to talk about. talking about it made him miss her though, but it was a fading feeling. Not that she would be forgotten, by the pain was not as much as before. The years had begun to heal that gash. Before he could ever truly move on their was something he needed to do first. But that would take some effort.
Her giggled caught his attention, "Are you sure...she was a water mage after all. I think you two would have gotten along well though," despite her being a fire mage, she was silly and affectionate. He liked that about her and the good members of his clan would have been pleased to meet her. "If you want to talk about him you can?" he mentioned Hans again in the off chance she wanted to talk about him. She had glazed over the first offer to speak about him, but Kaz wanted to make it clear that he was there for her.
Her hand was warm when she rest it on his, it felt different now that he glimpsed her heart and feelings for him. It was just as inviting and encouraging as ever though. her finger swept away the tear on his cheek and he reached out to touch it with his own hand, no becoming aware that he had cried. "hmph," the only sound he made in response to his visual display of emotion.
He spoke about his feelings and LeeAnn hid herself beneath his scarf. He thought her shyness was cute. Suddenly her face became the same shade as her hair. It was her turn to shed a tear and Kaz reached out placing his hand on her cheek and used his thumb to wipe away the tear.
She confessed her feelings for him. Things happened so quickly he barely processed it all. Hearing the phrase 'I want to be with you' was something so foreign to him after being away for so long. He never even considered he could be with someone else after everything. But...Those words played a chord in his heart. He didn't realize that he still gingerly pressed his hand against her cheek, "LeeAnn," he said her name softly, gazing into her eyes. It was in such a way that she may think he would pull her close, but didn't, "I...care about you. I could never ask you to wait for me. I still have some emotions to work out and...something to do first...before I can," he didn't ever consider he would be having this conversation.
Before he knew it she began ranting and apologizing. "Don't apologize silly. Don't ever worry about telling me anything no matter what it is. I'm glad you did and that..we both know how we feel about each other," it was his roundabout way of saying he wanted her too but wasn't quite ready. he just nodded his head to her saying she was overthinking things.
She made up a ridiculous excuse about being cold even though she didn't feel it. But it was cute in its way and it made him smile. Part of the reason he liked her. He didn't verbalize and answer. he just placed an arm around her as she laid on his chest. He took off the gloves and put his hand on hers for warmth.
She looked up at the night sky and Kaz tilted his head closer to the top of hers. Crimson hair scattered around him like it did on the snowy roof before. He watched the sky with her until she could feel his breathing slow and his body relax. He had fallen asleep. Not out of anything close to boredom, he just felt at peace and safe having her there and drifted away. A calm that he never felt with Orianna. LeeAnn knew him well enough to know he would think himself rude for doing it and wouldn't mind being woken up.