She’s still not back, is she? A slow and none too inconsiderable sigh escaping the lips of Sofia Serena as she flopped herself onto a bed that had to be called the king of king size, while the silk sheets that surrounded her were soft and soothing the four tall posts at either corner practically stank of luxury, for one reason or another the girl couldn’t help but feel rather disappointed right now. Dressed in a comfortable and casual fashion which seemed perhaps a bit out of character when one compared to the more extravagant manner she usually composed her image when she was around her guild mates, with a night off the girl had opted to give herself some much needed me time and relax without feeling like she was putting on airs, but now that she was all by herself all the company she had was her thoughts and honestly they hadn’t been all that comforting to her of late.
Did she have to work late again…? Able to pull out that necessary pep and charm when she needed to simply because she had an almost reflexive desire to be the light of the room, while she had thought she was happy as she had gone about her business now that she was lone Miss Serena found herself confronted by those naughty little nasties that lurked in her mind, out of view usually but not right now.
Jeeeez, why am I…? A little bit upset if she was honest that despite the fact that she and Alisa had a whole new city to explore and the relative privacy provided by the fact that the majority of her guild was off doing their own thing in other places that she still felt lonely, while she knew she was being selfish by expecting her ebony enchantress to always make time for her given the heavy weight of responsibility she was under as a master and a member of the wizard saints now as well, it just seemed like she had earned this, surely?
I just… I miss her so fucking much? Playing he dutiful wife for so long now and steadily seeming to notice more and more that she just wanted to grab her girl and run away with her to somewhere that didn’t know the name of Blue Pegasus or even what mages and monsters were just so that she knew that the woman would only have time for her, a growing piece of her felt awful for wanting to be so greedy with a person who was adored and needed by so many, but despite that it didn’t go away.
I see her all the time, but… I just wanna feel like we did back then again? That’s… The side of her I miss…? Unable to stop thinking about those times when their romance was fresh and new and exciting, while she loved the White Empress with all her heart and knew that was never going to change, if someone had offered her the chance to turn back the clock a year or two she would have jumped on it. She wanted her wife, and right now, felt like without her there was at least half of her soul and all of her happiness missing from her at all times…