She felt clueless because she wondered if her children were in danger too. Her thoughts were becoming more cloudy with each day that was passing by. The mirror she was gazing at, it was dusty. Her soft fingertip grazed against the mirror to see some dust left off of her skin. "I'll make sure they clean in here again." She softly spoke to herself. It was so quiet without her children here, without Masami here. Her world was becoming quieter with every day that was passing by. Her lips were not smiling, they were not frowning as they were straight. Her expression was rather unreadable.
Her hands opened the dresser doors as it revealed many dresses that were red with golden designs. It was how she was taught to dress when she was a little girl. The little girl who was the real her. When she lived in Sin and traveled to Joya, their clothes were very familiar. Too bad that this blood of hers now was that of those who were not of the descendants she came from originally. She felt like it was shameful to live this life. A life that she did not feel any pride of.