Ragnar almost instantly after he said what he did realized his mistake, and that only became more clear when Akuko changed her entire personality. Ragnar felt like he had just walked into the mouth of a massive beast, one that had been sleeping until now, and might just wake up. Her first answer made sense, she was simply waiting for the right person. That is respectable, it makes sense to do that. As Ragnar listened his mind only raced faster as he tried to figure out where this conversation was going to go next. This was completely out of character for Akuko, and he didn't really expect this at all. He had assumed that Akuko was capable of being serious, but he didn't think this would be the thing to trigger it.
As Akuko continued to talk, Ragnar attempted to take as much of this into himself as he could. There was insight in this speech into the inner workings of Akuko's mind that Ragnar never got to see. Akuko sat down at the table, something very abnormal for her, as she continued to talk and Ragnar listened carefully. He was still shock and mind reeling from what he was hearing and the implications of this. As Ragnar listened he did hear something that he was very happy to hear but also very fearful to hear, that she did have a connection with him back. He had completely ignored and abandoned the second to last sentence from his mind as he was still trying to process what was said to him before. Eventually Akuko went and sat back down to eat her food in silence, possibly watching Ragnar trying to put together the shattered puzzle of his mind.
So, Akuko did thing that Ragnar was the right person for her or at least felt that. She did all of this in order to basically test Ragnar to make sure he wasn't just into her for her body and then would leave her. That was entirely fair, Ragnar thought to himself, there would be alot of people that would not put up with Akuko's nature. Once this thought passed his mind Ragnar realized that what he was feeling earlier was just selfish on his part. He was worried about his own feeling and not really putting himself in Akuko's shoes. Though Ragnar has never been known to put himself in other people's shoes, mostly because they are too small.
What was Ragnar going to do now! As he slowly worked through the broken puzzle pieces of his mind and feelings, he was quiet and didn't eat his food in front of him. He was simply still. As Ragnar went through his feelings something kept popping up, like maybe he was feeling what she was and didn't realize it. Though the more the thought about it the harder it was for part of him to accept. He didn't need anyone, there wasn't a blank spot in his life that needed filling. Or was there, now Ragnar didn't really know. Self Doubt had finally entered Ragnar's mind. Ragnar had always been a " I can" kind of person. Even if something was going to kill him, he still went and did it because he had faith in his ability to handle the problem. Now he doesn't know how to handle this problem.
Leaning back against the couch, Ragnar sat there in silence as his mind raced. Ragnar needed to make a choice here and now. Did he feel something for this women or didn't he? Was he only interested in her for her body or did he want her for her mind? If he didn't want her for her mind, then was it fair for him to drag her along? No it wasn't. Well, Ragnar needed to make a choice, he needed it to be honest and he needed it soon.
At this point, nearly two minutes had passed in silence, and Ragnar was still absorbed in his own thoughts finally getting the pieces of his mind back together. Eventually something washed over Ragnar that he couldn't explain, it felt like something that was missing was found. He knew it wasn't him, but something he was feeling, like a part of his brain that had it's own doubts was suddenly free. He looked up at Akuko eating her food for a moment before saying " I love you Akuko"
As soon as that left his mouth, Ragnar realized what he had said and he instantly felt his blood start to boil in embarrassment, and his face start to blush, as he also said " Well let me go outside and get more firewood! " and quickly walked out of the Cabin into the freezing cold to go get more firewood from the side of the house. The heat coming off his shirtless body clearly seen as steam. If Akuko looked next to the fireplace it was still over three-fourth full of firewood. Ragnar spent another minute out there, gathering wood as he realized what he had just done.
As Ragnar argued with himself, he eventually came to the conclusion that what he said was honest to himself, but surprising. He was going to have to deal with the ramifications of doing what he had just done, but he was sure it wouldn't be too bad. Worst case is that Akuko breaks up with him now, which kinda avoids the entire point and luckily Ragnar can always just continue to live out here in the woods for the rest of his life until he was eaten by a bear or something.
Going back inside with an armful of firewood, Ragnar came back inside, the color in his face gone now. After putting the firewood away, Ragnar went and sat back down and began eating his food in silence. He didn't really know what else to do now.