It seemed at least Elise was comfortable over all the matter of everyone keeping safe and not trying too much to force their ways into her life, Emil did some what try and even if he with out speaking told him to stay away.It was a bless in it's own way for Elise was thinking about other things. Future work, a meaning to life beyond it, who she was, why she was this way and why everyone seemed to be this way when she clearly showed signs she disliked them all. It was an odd bond of some one trying even if failure was surely going to happen.
Elise should be happy, Yet here she was alone smoking and drinking away her bitter unhappy grudges to things and people who where doing nothing wrong to her to with and yet even if it helped her feel normal she could not help but in some manner feel almost in some way equally annoyed with herself about it as well. After all part of her knew she should be far better acting then what she was right now. But that was past her who was also taught to be this way.
You can try and teach some one to be new and do new things, But Elise had a lot of things that where stuck in her mind that had yet to be fixed. Thus looking away from everyone, Smoking away as she normally did not thinking a single thing about. She would look at the things was that left for her just merely for a moment when it was place down. Elise seemed to be lost her ever arching thoughts upon the state she was at now. Then looking at the things left for her again she merely thought to herself. Why her?
All of the nun and priest far kinder to anyone than her deserved this, Not her she was only here because she was a live, She watched many others fail and she just made made it through. In some manner it was sickening to Elise it was the saw. But anyone who was not Elise would have saw it as the signs from the beings Elise prayed too that she should continue on. She was fighting for what she felt was right and in some manner she was also forcing a changed in life for herself as well.
Elise almost seemed to lose track of time at one point casually drinking away with her smokes. That she did not realize she had reached the bottom. Then she seemed to finally reach over to the things, picking up the drink and merely taking a moment to sniff it. Anyone paying attention would see Elise do it and either ruin the moment of Elise's struggle to accept kindness form other people by cheering about it. Or they would just let it pass with out saying anything to not even leave a single sign they where watching her.
WC:500
Total: 900