Karisa went with inside with Dae-Seong in the hotel, she smiled as if everything was alright. Her mind was glitching thoughts and she realized he was also not talking to her. She was alright with that, she understood that they both needed to maybe relax. She told herself that it will be okay. Once they were inside of the hotel room. She did not mean to let him in her thoughts, She sat on the hotel sofa in the suite and leaned back, thinking about how she really loved him, desired him, wanted to have a life with him forever. He was indeed her forever and she wanted no one but him. Despite what he said about her needing to see someone to talk to. She still desired him, loved him and she wanted him happy. Sometimes though, like now, she felt like because of how she is, he isn't happy and in the way of his focusing.
She remembered talking to people before about her past, her problems and they either wanted to send her away or drug her up. If she talked to someone professionally about her problems now, wouldn't it just be the same outcome?
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