Maybe this was a sign that Elise over all was a decent enough hunter to give up on things as she needed too or felt too. Even express it as such."It is fine, I will merely just let it be and if in happen stance i meet her in a good mood, I will talk to her myself like the grown woman I am."Elise said merely just leaving it set like that."I am sure I will also consider the same for that necromancer as well."merely seemingly letting it go for now even if it was not a major problem if anything she was seemingly covering any basis she could.
They were indeed odd gifts but maybe Elise's view might shine how odd of a nun she was."I will never admit to be a proper nun. These where gifts, I did not lie by telling my sisters of faith at the time I would get rid of them...just not how soon."Elise smiled like she knew it was not a lie but anyone smart enough knew slowly consuming things was not getting rid of them in the matter the sisterhood most likely wanted. Elise did not admit she was really a good nun either. So if anything it all added up."I did not argue with them about how destroying these things could be ruin to the favour of people thankful for what we do."It was this view that might show that Elise wanted things not to go to waste.
But when talking about faith it seemed to show just maybe why Elise had the eventual revelation to give up being a nun. Raising her glass and just merely downing it."Hard to have faith to start with, I gave it all up. being a nun was merely a cover."She would start off by mentioning. But in this manner maybe it would show. The lady drinking and smoking away with Alisa was seemingly freeing herself from many things in life but also showed maybe how much of a hunter she truly was."Being a nun was used to help me run from something, I never fully...had faith."Elise sounded a bit blunt about it but she did admit she was a the best nun."I learned all of the matters to help me:Hunt monster, Learn about gods , Angels and any other beings of faith."It was all a means to an end, a tool to learn, a matter to power herself perfectly against her target.
And she would entirely admit it."I learned these things because I wanted to find meaning in life from what I was fleeing from...then I realized something:Faith...gods, angels, demons, daemons, all the various dark and light being that control all of us...don't have out best interested as human...So why not free humans from their influence?"Elise found freedom and now wanted to free others too simple on paper but any hunter worth their value knows not everything is as easy as it seems.
Even admitting it as such."I know, It is a seemingly impossible task, one that does beyond human life times...So i only focus on the threats I can handle...whole being free to balance other desires nun-hood barred me from."Elise almost felt like she was talking on endlessly for moment so she would smoke more of cigar and merely wait to hear what Alisa said. Elise wanted to guess that Alisa might she was branching too far into things she can't handle.