Elise seemed to not mind sharing, If anything she most likely knew she needed to kind of just talk to people more and merely talking to some one who jokingly called her a twin just seemed to be happen stance."I was talked out of it. Told I was better then just walking into there and doing it."Elise mentioned it in a simply way. But some one talked Elise out of just pointlessly killing her parents it was most likely to her benefit."I suppose in some manner it would be more mature to move on...i just merely holding on to grudges."She seemed to have mentioned the ending of it again most likely to have that left in mind. She would continue on explaining at least."My mother lead the house hold, My father merely just wanted the same thing as she did. Their goal was getting the family name in higher standings in terms of royal status."If ever looked into it was an older way of how minstrel use to work."Thus to achieve the families goal of reaching the high status possible...Mother raised me to be the perfect life. Failure was never option."It could be noted that she had paused when she mentioned it was almost like you could hear a strict minstrel mother saying that to some one in the most aggressive tone possible.
Then she let out a sigh. realizing she forgot about her cigar but she didn't care about it anymore, her glass was empty too and she at this time did not seem to bother her either. She was merely just telling a story."I being the first child and being held to highest possible standards...no fun was allowed to be had, No friends allowed to be made."It was too far to go back now it was diving into a short summary of her life."I learned how to dance, Cook, Clean, Playing Music, How to act. Told how I was suppose to look, Stand and Speak. Various things."So far it seemed already telling that things could have been a strict for her.
But there was something more to add in."Failure was not option, You get it prefect on the first try lest you get beaten for it."Elise would almost seem unaffected by it anymore. She seemed almost not bothered but in reality she was use to kind of shielding herself mentally in some manner."So springing that on a child...being yelled at, berated, beaten and punished in some manner was common for all of my failures, No praises was were ever given upon perfection,I was raised to be the perfect woman to marry, To improve the families social standing to make the family more royal." Maybe her habits and way of being might make more sense.
Elise might not consider herself an abuse victim. But she seemed to be coping with these things in horrible ways and some what people are trying to help her. But then she let out a sigh."I am not proud of wanting to commit parricide. But I didn't do it and I promised the person who stopped me dinner prepared and cooked from me."Then she wanted to see what Alisa thought of this. Elise was not scared of judgment or worry. But maybe this kind of life showed what entirely what made Elise this figurative mess of problems that she had.