"LeeAnn, you are a Nakamura. A long line strong people. Don't ever let the struggle be your true identity"
It was a strange quote, but a good one. What she thought it meant was to never let the evil win. Do not become swallowed by it and let it affect you. Something she struggles with day by day. Her father loved her. Hikaru was right that day. Daddy's girl, she really was her father's favorite because she was his only little girl. The thought of her parents still made her ache knowing her mother was still out there somewhere. She sought for years to have her father fully heal to know an answer. He had probably given up by now, but she hasn't. With the reveal that Konstantin and Aleksander were her cousins, she now would sit down and think over her life.
Does she consider herself a Nakamura? Or a Sokolov? Well of course, by blood yes. Though, by her heart, she didn't know. It was either one family or the other. With being raised only knowing the Nakamura side of the family, she was more like her father and Hikaru than her mother. LeeAnn walked with fiance by her side. The kitsune did not show his ears and tails today making himself look like a 'normal' human being. They would hold hands like any normal couple. The redhead's thoughts were somewhere else as her cat ears were perked forward with curiosity as her tail with lie upward in a somewhat good mood. Hans had a derpy smile like always in a good mood ready to take the day with full chaos with LeeAnn by his side. Lately, her family had not approved of him for reasons unknown. She thinks Hikaru's opinion is because she was his little sister. You know how protective a big brother can be of his younger sister. LeeAnn only could think of her whole life. What it meant. How lost she was. Who really is LeeAnn Alister Nakamura? Someone who was lost at sea or someone who was so broken not even the best enginneer could fix her.
A small sigh came from her as continued to think. Too much thinking for this woman could or would lead her down a dangerous path like the last attempt a month ago. Hans has to remain on a high alert at all times because she has snapped once before and is on the verge of doing it again. "You're quiet today, LeeAnn. Why are you so..out of it" asked Hans. The redhead broke out of her trance hearing her fiance's voice kinda concerned. She smiled gently. "Nothing just thinking about things. Hans, what is the meaning of life" she would ask. The kitsune smiled derpingly. "42! The answer to life, universe, and everything" he smiled. The redhead gave him the most puzzled look ever. Only a sigh came from her knowing how he was thinking. Random nonsense. She wore black armor tht looked super fancy for her rank, that was her mother's old armor. There was an eyepatch over her right eye covering up the scarred and perhaps blind eye.