It was weird; he was right back where he started, sitting on a bench slumped over defeated and hopeless. This time Aonaka wouldn’t come, a woman wouldn’t be there to lift his spirits, no one would be walking up the street for him to call out to, he was defeated and had little to nothing to look forward to other than the brittle hope that he would fall asleep and never wake up. It had been raining while he sat on the bench, hard drops beat down as he stared at the ground with defeated, dull amber eyes. The once eager, enthusiastic, and optimistic warrior that he was was dead. Life had turned on him, maybe he was overreacting, but the pit of despair growing in his stomach told him otherwise.
“What did I do wrong?” he’d ask himself staring at the pool of water that collected under his feet. Kenny let out a sigh and sat up, looking at the darkened, dull sky as rain beat on his face. Maybe he was being cleansed of the pain? The pain he felt in his heart, to never have had his heart broken before, soon to have it shattered into millions of pieces. Why did it hurt? Was this how those moody teens he used to mock when he was young felt? Alone and wanting to curl up in a ball so he could mope all day? How easy it would be to end this pain on his own, he always boasts his emotions, and now he feels so broken, the only relief would maybe to fall on his sword and let the feeling of sinking take him.