She sat down on near the edge of the forest, willing herself to be calm, and soon, a small fawn was approaching her, it's mother in tow. Arcane laid beside her quietly observing the animal. Alyssa put her hand out, allowing the animal to sniff her before beginning to bounce around, playing. Arcane stood quickly, following the young fawn, playing with him. Alyssa knew at some point she would need to get a friend for him to play with where he was not lonely. The mother deer came closer, laying beside Alyssa.
"I'm going to call you, Eva." She gently patted the head of the animal. "At least something likes me. It seems lately I have been pushing everyone away, even the people I love. How do you know if someone actually loves you? The world is a scary place full of liars, cheats, and murderers. Sadly I have one of those inside of me." She could feel the split stir at her calling her a murderer. "Well what else do you expect me to say? You kill people."