Taking on a thoughtful face as he considered the answer, he offered a little shrug as if to confirm he wasn't sure before answering. "They seem okay with it. The Guild Master has tried putting me in teams with newer members on multiple occasions now to try and help them out, but it normally doesn't work out. I haven't talked to him in over a year though. Last I did talk to him, he said as long as I was chasing my goals then he just wanted me to be safe." With that, a light chuckle escaped from his lips. "To be honest though, I don't know what my goals are yet..."
Like that, without meaning to, Finn gave a little about himself away. He knew less about his intentions than he let on, and that statement all but proved it. He had been traveling blindly for a while now, almost ever since he joined a guild. His original intention had been to satisfy the request of the guild master and Jake. To expand his understanding of society and to make human friends. For that, he had continued to move and talk to the people he came across. Still, there had not been a real driving factor for him. He was lost without even realizing it. So drawn were people to the radiant light of his smile and words that no one noticed the dark shadow he cast. Not even he noticed, nor did he know of its steady creep through his person.
How was one to understand that the brightest lights consumed the most energy? How could one understand that even those vibrant people needed a break? Behind the walls of joy and seeming lack of care was a man who was still so overwhelmed. Yet who would know to offer a hand to someone who seemed so self reliant? Perhaps that was what had immediately made Finn so interested in Seira. Without realizing it, her words to him had given him direction even if momentarily. "You found me." They echoed in the back of his psyche as a subconscious reminder.
So as she spoke and began dragging him along, his eyes trailed down to their hands. Slowly, he lets his vision carry up her arm, to her shoulder, then to the back of her head. Then quickly, his eyes dropped to their hands once more. He felt for a moment as if he were being helped along in a way far different than its literal meaning, and he couldn't help but smile. It was new, and nice.
As they got their, Seira urged for him to take a seat. Her actions seemed rushed, making Finn grin and hurry to his seat. He couldn't know for sure why she seemed in such a hurry, but it was probably due to her being embarrassed from earlier. It was the only thing that made sense, and it was enough to make Finn comply as soon as he could.
As she went to get them drinks, his eyes danced around the inside of the place. He'd never been there before, and it seemed relatively laid back and well put together. It was rather empty for the time of night he thought, but that wasn't a bad thing either. His eyes had just made it to Seira as she turned from the bar and flashed him a smile. His lips tugged back and parted without him meaning to, returning her smile as if it were a natural reaction.
As she came over and removed her coat, his glanced at her without that cover on for just a moment before locking eyes with her. She's beautiful... As she spoke, he pulled his mind from there momentarily so he could speak. "Yes," he started as the bartender swung by the table with a smile, placing a drink before either of them. Offering a quick thank you and a smile, Finn turned his attention back to her and placed his right hand at the base of the drink. "Jake's here with me, but he's kind of out and about for the night. He left a little after we got back from the woods and said he'd be gone until tomorrow."
Taking a sip of his drink, which turned out to be more of a gulp, Finn's eyes squinted and and lips pursed. It was not that he didn't like the alcohol, strong as it was. He certainly hadn't been expecting it though, and probably should have warned her that he could not handle much of it before becoming intoxicated. Far too late though, he took a second sip and then laughed. "It's good. Trying to get me drunk, huh?" His throat had a pleasing burning sensation now, stomach beginning to feel warmth and spread it around his body. As his eyes locked on hers and he smiled, listening to whatever she had to say, he couldn't help but let his mind wander for just a moment.
You liiiiike her.
As he took in the vision of the woman across from him, he realized that as distracted as he was with his own thoughts he was still fully invested in her words. Her lips brought about interest, regardless of what they were doing. Her face was beautiful, regardless of the look upon it. She was interesting and kind, and he realized that he wanted nothing more than to get to know her better. So as she spoke, he mentally responded to Jake.
... Yeah, I do."