The very act of his fingers brushing against her cheek made the entire situation feel more intimate than he had been prepared for. It was part of what made him so embarrassed, and apparently part of what made her get caught up in the same moment as he had been. The blood rushed to her cheeks as if to contend with his own appearance. Her words of thanks had quickly been overcome by her words of shock, and her hands had released the flower she held as if to cover the tracks of her embarrassment. Something about the situation put a fire inside of Finn, one that made him feel like everything was going okay.
"Well yeah, it's not even a question..." His voice trailed in barely a mumble as she thanked him for a second time, their words seeming to clash in mid air and yet there was no attempt to avert them. They were both in a painfully awkward state of tension, one that he had broken with his invite and she seemed to welcome gratefully.
”Yes, I would love to go with y—”
Her words were cut off, caught by her own tongue and stopped in their tracks. The look on her face showed concern, conflict racing in her mind by whatever thought had come to her head. From an outsiders perspective it was a woman who remembered something urgent, or perhaps merely realized something that made her have to rethink her answer. It would not necessarily equate to a positive nor a negative thing, but that was only from the view of someone who could see the situation clearly.
For Finn, it was like the first blow had been landed to him. His stomach, once elevated with the wings of butterflies, felt like it plummeted below what should be possible. What had been his first real shot at pursuing the fuzzy feeling of affection had begun to turn into what appeared to be his first taste of rejection. It was a bitter thing, something that made his eyes wide and his jaw clench. For the briefest of moments he consciously realized how he was reacting and was caught off guard.
Why am I acting this way? She doesn't know me.
I don't know her. She can do whatever she wants.His mind attempted to sooth his soul. With a little bit of preparation, he'd be ready for whatever she would say next. "I'm sorry," she said, her head shaking in denial. He couldn't describe the feeling that he currently was bathed in. To call it heartbreak would be a melodramatic overstatement. To call it disappointment wouldn't begin to breach the surface. It was the feeling of when you reached the point of a climb in which there was no return, and you felt the ladder begin to fall backwards.
It was dread that consumed him, anxiety that attacked him, and confusion that gripped him. It was not heartbreak; It was his first tasted of what it was like to develop a crush.
As she continued, his mind was ripped from its trance of overreaction and misunderstanding. As she suggested the idea, he suddenly felt another burning sensation in his cheeks. A sort of embarrassment for how wild he had let his mind run only to have it turn into a case of misunderstanding. She had not completely turned him down.
Still another part of him made a mental note of what he was hearing. Her words had a clear message, and yet it wasn't so certain that they were confident in themselves. Shaking as they protruded her lips, a more aware version of himself would have immediately caught onto the discomfort. As it was now though, he could only hope that hindsight would be his friend.
"Yeah! Uhm... Yes" His attempt to cover his relief and enthusiasm was pathetic at best.
"I'll be on one of the benches out front."As he said that, she mentioned the cut on his cheek. As she turned and began to hurry away, a hand rose to his cheek and pulled away. A thin sliver of blood, not at all serious. Staring at his now stained fingertips, a smile kissed his lips.
"She's... Nice."-Ten Minutes Later-
"What the Glob did you just say!" His paws were on Finn's cheeks, smooshing them inwards to cause minor distortion of Finn's mouth.
"Jayke, cyut it ouht" Attempting to talk while having his face messed with turned out to be more difficult than he thought it was, and so he pulled back and swiped his brothers arms out of his face. His heard had mostly calmed down, though there were still feathers in his abdomen. His cheeks had tinted red, betraying his words to Jake.
"So let me get this straight..." Jake started, sitting down on the chair across from the bed and punching the bridge of his nose with an overly flexible paw.
"You met a girl in the woods and brought her back, right?" Finn nodded.
"And you thought she was beautiful?" "Come on man-" "This is serious! Answer the question, Finn."Hesitation gripped him, his face turning a deeper shade of scarlet.
"Yeah man. Her eyes were so big and she had this kind smile, and she was... Nice. You know?" Jake leaned back, a "Ooooooo" escaping his lips as if he had just heard the juiciest of secrets.
"Okay okay... So you invited her to the bar and that's when she said no?" This was the culmination of the story as Finn had told it.
At that point, Finn sighed and took on the look of a man defeated.
"No, she said yes at first I think. But then... I don't know, she looked like she remembered something I think? Then she said she couldn't." Jake crossed his arms and nodded with sage-like understanding.
"The goalie kept you from scoring, huh?" Confusion crept itself onto Finn's face, met only with a shrug and
"It's complicated.""Look Finn, sounds to me like you've been bit by the love bug." As Finn panicked, holding his arms and legs out in front of him while searching for a bump, Jake shook his head.
"No no no. You have a crush, dude. You liiiiike her." A loud sigh escaped his lips, throwing himself backwards and flinging his arms out to the side.
"Knock it off man." "I'm serious! Think about it, you thought she was beautiful right? And nice?" A grumbled agreement barely made its way to the dogs ears.
"And she gave you wigglies in your tummy, right?" Moving a hand sheepishly to his stomach, Finn tried to apply reason to the situation.
"I mean... I've seen other people I thought were pretty. And I've felt that feeling in my tummy before..."Sighing, Jake retook control of the conversation.
"Did you feel like your heart was gonna explode?" Silence.
"Were you super disappointed when she said she couldn't stay with you?" Silence.
"Then you've got a crush dude."A defeated grunt escaped Finn's lips once more, raising his feet up to the bed and thus angling his legs so that his knees were into the air, running both his hands through his hair.
"I didn't ask for this. My stomach feels all wild and my chest feels all tight." Jake laughed and walked over, jumping on the bed and laying down next to Finn, looking at his face.
"Hey man, it's part of life. Everyone goes through it. Mom and dad did. I did. It's a thing with growing up. Your heart gets all lonelike and wants to find a friend forever, so you start feeling this way about special people. Don't fight it bro." Finn was confused, unsure of what to do or say.
"What do I do now then?""Just let it go for now man. Don't think about it. You'll see her again someday!""In an hour or two."Voice dropping down an octave, pointing his paw at Finn as if were a finger, a single brow arched over the dogs eye.
"Whatchu just say?""Yeah, she's going to meet me here in an hour or two. She told me to clean up my cut and stuff too..."Silence.
"Ohhh my Glob. Oh my Glob. OH MY GLOB. FINN IS BECOMING A MAN!" His voice held panic and shock, but all the same he jumped onto Finn and gave his brother a hug.
"What the heck are you d-" Covering his mouth with a paw, Jake shook his head.
"You don't have to speak. Just listen. Jakie here is gonna help you get ready. You just be you, and let me be me, and then you'll be all ready. Okay?"And with that, Jake began to force Finn to prepare.