Finn approached her, he closed the distance again and this time the vampire did not shy away from his touch—instead, she returned the favour and embraced him. He was soft spoken, his words were sweet and she almost melted away. Seira’s body rested against his and her small hands traced his bare back. She waited until he stopped speaking and quietly enjoyed the silence; she had heard enough and thoughts began to form in her head, but the vampire ignored them. Seira felt safe with Finn and his trust would certainly be worth the sacrifice she had to make, but she didn’t like gambling with her identity and safety.
”There is nothing I want more than for us to trust each other,” she whispered, fingertips still grazing his skin, ”but how can I believe any of the things you say to me, when you barely even know me.”
Seira’s cheeks blushed scarlet, the petite girl paused her caresses and looked up to her lover—tears were now rolling down her pretty face and she even sobbed a little. ”You don’t even know that I’m not a human,” her voice took on an almost hysterical note before it broke and she turned away from Finn, crawling across the carpet until she reached the wooden bedframe. Seira was afraid; she feared that his words would lose their meaning when he found out that she was not like him. She found it difficult, almost impossible even, to believe that he had feelings for her in spite of hardly knowing her, and the vampire could not help but imagine that what she experienced was what being lied to felt like.
”You are saying that I don’t have to tell you anything—yet you’ve been pressuring me into telling you about this book for the past twenty minutes,” she seemed upset and her voice was shaking, ”it’s like you are teasing me, pretending that you are giving me a choice when you know very well that everything I do and say now will decide over how you are going to feel about me from now on,” she hissed and grabbed a pillow from the bed, angrily throwing it across the room and against the bottle of whiskey. The alcohol spilled onto the table and seeped through the pages of the book, until the writing became indecipherable.