Her random thoughts had asked about her mother's diary but she waved it away when Selena tried to answer, she didn't speak until her cousin finished, "Never mind, it is not important right now. It randomly came up in my mind, I don't know why." Well she knew why, because she wanted to have it. It belonged to her and no one else, it was the last thing she had from her mother and she wanted to see what her mother wrote, she wanted to see that her mother was not the one that hated on her. She was not crazy, Alice had been and now she turned into some heavenly being and she wanted to make sure she was the perfect child. She needed to hold onto something from the past to keep sane but at the moment that wasn't availble so she should let it go and get this chance as Selena called it. It wasn't exactly what she wanted but she didn't care, she would just grab this opportunity and use it.
Selena told her again that it was her that got her out and Lacie shrugged, "They clearly forgot to mention that or if that was your intention, it worked." For she had just been released and thought everyone sort of forgotten her because of the issues here in Hargeon, which was clearly not that pressing anymore. "I stay at an inn around the corner. I still have some money and I manage to take some light jobs. It would be a lot easier if I had a body that functioned properly of course." She couldn't help but chuckle a little, "Sorry, I said it wrong. I throw out the Divine not my family. The Divine had proved me wrong. I mean that was kind of obvious so I rather lose that one but the intention I always had was to do good, so that never changed." which was another part lie, because she was done with doing good. That would only bring her more harm and it didn't give her anything as well, sure charity work didn't needed to be paid but she had always believed that the Divine would grant gifts to the people that did good, and she had for a long time and here she was having a body that would probably die in a matter of months.
"I appreciate very well that you want to take care of me, and I won't see it as charity but more like a lost cause. Even the best healers, your healers can't find what's wrong with me. I'm dying Selena, so meds don't work." She said straight to the point, of course she wasn't giving up she was far too prideful for that but for now, she could use this card to be the poor sad little Lacie everyone expected her to be or the princess as her sister had called it.