She walked to the side of the road, so many people, she didn't mind but she didn't like it either. She simply stared at them as they seemed to be making their fun and having their moments of the children running past her to yell what games they would play and what food they would buy. Lilja wouldn't mind something to eat but she also didn't feel very well at this point, she simply wished for a place to be able to rent a room. She had never been in Orchidia, how could someone forget how a town like Orchidia looked with their plants everywhere. Not only the cherry blossom, ivy, other plants she actually couldn't recall and she felt lonely.
She had that more often lately, understanding that she was looking for someone that she couldn't hold on to, she was looking for answers that no one seemed to be able to give her for the full hundred percent. This made her grumpy, harsh and lonely but she had to pretend, so she walked on and stood in front of a stall where she could buy masks. What would make it more fun? To buy the face of a kitsune, the lying fox and the smart one, the eyes of red that would only been shown, she could be everyone she wanted but she would never become who she had been.