As such Judina would use it was a excuse to stay awake and be aware of any problems around her. but it was also a cover since she had a sleepless night reading the book she carried. But also questioned in the end would this all be worth it?
Would all this effort equal out what she was intending to do, after all as much as she put into it this point she knew she would not know what she would achieve? Judina knew she was overclocking herself so much at this point it left her to wonder when did she stop herself? even if this was trying to be a break at this point it wasn't for her. Her mind for moment set it's self into a stage of high stress and unsure thought, IT would only get worst from the fact she couldn't.
This long and strong will front was weaken for Judina at this night and she knew she could not hide away, She would have to deal with the emotions she hide and controlled herself not to feel for so long with in that moment of her break.
She sat on the ground while she had found no one else really around her, Even if she heard other people around and no too fear away they were most likely doing other things, She would try to see if meditation would help her.
But it did not, anything she had tried had not helped so she got up at the ground and looked upon the clear the evening sky.The moon and stars thinking maybe looking upon the beyond would help her could do, Slowly tuning what was around her away for the moment to just clear her mind.
It for the moment was small effort that only did little she would forcing herself to try and focus on something else so she would not cause anymore problems that she could assume would happen so she could just continue working.
For the moment reality and what was going on around her was tuned out to a large degree, slowly in that deep thought it would be weird if some one came to talk to her with her tuned out to reality, so far with the evening it had not been noticed or really wanted to speak to her yet this even it is a settled evening waiting for the time to past, maybe if enough time had finally managed for her she could sleep but for now she just couldn't. The stars and the moon where wonderful.