Slowly Esperia felt her mind being stirred back to reality, her arms stretching into the air as she inhaled deeply, enjoying the feeling of the wind blowing against her cheeks, it would be a feeling she'd likely cease to experience soon.
A short walk and she started to descend along the path leading away from the lighthouse, visiting the market to purchase some parchment and a pen and finding some seclusion at one of the plazas of the port she started with something she should have done a long time ago: writing a letter.
But how would she start it even? Would it even be read? Shaking her head violently she started to scribe on the parchment:
Dear Alisa,
It has been quite a while, hasn't it? I guess since our training a bit after the flower festival. After my failed search for Fia I ended up returning to Hargeon, I'm not sure why. Perhaps I was waiting, maybe I was hoping somewhere Fia would return, or perhaps for someone to notice me. Although, as the months passed I found myself steadily losing hope, although the guild hall was bustling with activity of newcomers, I felt an oddly unpleasant distance between myself and them. Even if I called myself a Blue Pegasus mage, I felt like they were strangers to me, and it made me realize the sole reason I was a part of the guild was to be closer to you and Liana.
I knew from that one night in Baska, that I'd never be able to be as great as you are, the type of person that would draw Liana's interest and fascination, and at one point I stopped trying, all I could really do is admire you, truly, in a way you were like an idol to me, unreachable.
Although recently I started to realize, that I was starting to become chained down by those feelings, loneliness and sorrow turned into jealousy and anger, feelings I didn't like, and so I decided to try to find a path of my own to walk.
It is a path truly of my own, for Asmodeus has left me, but I want you to know that no matter where my journey takes me, or what becomes of me in the future: I will always and forever remain grateful for your friendship and guidance.
Your student and friend,
Esperia.
She took a deep breath, folding up the parchment and placing it inside an envelope, even trying to write Alisa's name as fancy as possible on the back.
With her letter written she made her way to the guildhall of Blue Pegasus, trying to find out a suitable place for Alisa to find it, but after she ran out of ideas she pinned it onto the bulletin board that tended to contain requests for the guild.
After she had finished writing that letter she stepped away from the guildhall, giving it a final glance as she prepared herself for the final task that she needed to do.