She didn't really understand why she felt so close to Yami. She had seen his violent side, she had the feeling that if she took one step out of line, that could happen to her, yet she wasn't afraid. She liked Yami, he was friendly to her, funny, and well supportive was maybe a word too. She smiled when he looked at her and she was glad that she could ask someone for advice. She was still a bit afraid about the consequences but she tried to repeat Selena her words in the back of her mind. Like some sort of courageous mantra that would give her hope and courage. But she had to still take the step, possibly, all by herself. Which was a good thing for once, she would learn from that. Instead of just remaining here in the Guild that she wanted to leave.
Yami his thoughts gave her a slight insight, but than again what if people assosiated her still with this Guild. Bianca, Geb.. She wasn't sure nor should she care. The last part she told to herself again like some sort of on repeat CD. She took a deep breath, "I dreaded to make this decision for three months. I thought quite a lot about it and I really want to leave. This is not my place to stay." however if she simply left and not return, would the insignia leave her arm too? There was only one way to find out. She was going to get her stuff right now and leave.
"I plan to leave Oak too, the further away I am the better. What about you?" She would wait for his answer and wait a little longer before she put the book in her blue backpack, "I'm going to try. I'm going to leave now and never return. Some sort of freedom, it is waiting for me out there." There was one shiver going down her spine when she said this and she shivered shortly but got up, "Thanks. I hope we see each other again." She smiled to Yami and slung the little backpack over her right shoulder as she walked to her room to get the suitcase, which was ready since a couple of days.
When everything was ready, she left the key of her room at the bar and said she was leaving and never returning. She walked passed everyone without looking at anyone, she was leaving and it felt like something was cluthing her heart, as if this was the worst decision she made. Once she stepped out of the door and walked quite a few steps before stopping, she never looked over her shoulder to the guild. The skin of her left upperarm was tingling and she shook of her jacket to see what was happening. The insignia was slowly disappearing, she had made the right decision and she felt relieved for the first time that she thought of this plan. Now she had to find a place to stay.
Exit.