Her vision felt narrowed, the only thing she could remember was the last couple of years and it had not bothered her. There were truely things that wouldn't change her point of view because she was who she was right now. No flashback would be able to change that, but she wasn't entirely sure. She hated who she had become for the last couple of weeks, perhaps months after the fight with what's-his-name-again from the Grimoire Heart Guild. She felt so small, and in need of help something she had definitely despiced from the beginning of her memory. She had a couple of flahsbacks giving her the idea that as a child she had been an adventurer, she remembered vaguely how Lacie would be inside, ill at the first drop of snow and having a heatstroke the moment the sun will shine or whatever it was that she had not paid attention at when she was but a child.
No one could blame her but with these visions, flashbacks, whatever you wanted to call them she realized that there must be something. Something must have happened for her to get an amnesia, where she had always thought that it had been the ritual her parents or well her mother and sister performed to get the so called demon out, she wasn't entirely sure if that was the truth anymore. Everything suddenly felt so limited while it wasn't, there was a broad prospect of a future, she was engaged for crying out loud, she got a new magic, she got a job, what more would she wanted to complain about.. apart from being attacked by a demon in your sleep that looked like your dad but that was beside the point right now.
She would figure it out some other time there were more things important, and well more things to work out and to focus and that demont hing or whatever it was, possessed or not was really an issue as so many other things that were pressing as well, hello growing baby bump but still. This moment, while the sun was almost getting up, she needed to find answers about her father.
But her own thoughts quickly gathered together again, focusing at the issue of a room that she would have set to fire, if only she had the right power to do that, thank god she had not. It had been boiling hot though and perhaps some things were scorced, but she had not seen that. Her golden eyes were looking at Kon, did he.. where did he came from? She could only remembered he called her name but she looked away from him for a matter of seconds and noticed the open door and Jupiter there, no one else that she could see. Perhaps.. no, she wasn't allowing herself to think again that she was a burden! But her eyes noticed a sadness in her partner's eyes but before she noticed it was gone again as well, she didn't have to ask about it as he spoke. And she gave him a smile, looking away for a second and smiling even a bit more because the words made her happy even considering circumstances as she had just said.
Windmills was the only thing she could see or recall from her memory, "Really? I haven't been to other towns with windmills," or she had not seen it, which was highly possible, "I so hoped it would be Baska, it would make things surely easier or so I guess." But she quickly learned there were windmills in Marigold, she had been there once before she met Kon or before she became a Rune Knight so that was a long time ago. Which made her look at her hands, it would have been much easier indeed, but that didn't tend to happen often. It didn't bring her down that much but it was a bit disappointing but she looked up again when Kon suggested to look for information, "Oh yeah that might be a good idea, I bet someone must have seen him and if it wasn't here, I could or well we if you want, can see in Marigold?" She frowned, she didn't want to force Kon to find her dad with her if he had other business, but she rather stayed together or at least in the same town.
But before they could do that she had to realize she had something else to do first, "There is something else first, I need to learn how to control this Solar magic, before I do something worse." she looked up at her hands again, it was strange. She had used this magic before and it had gone fun, but the first time she used this magic, she had sort of kicked it out without knowing. Was it the effect of something else...? She didn't want to think about it, perhaps in a couple of months she would lose the ability of magic again and she didn't look forward to that idea. "I should better get dressed and to a spot to train or so." she muttered, she didn't dare to ask Kon, what if she wouldn't be able to train this magic and she might hurt him, ha who was she even kidding again.
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