Erebus listened carefully, occasionally, turning away from Caius to stare out over the massive seaside. They took a turn inwards, and Erebus realized that were riding the perimeter. He wasn’t sure where they were going, but the water was quite shallow when he looked over the edge. He spoke to Caius in answer, slowly nodding as he spoke his story.
Caius was yet again, another victim who had been poked so much he completely decided that life was whatever the hell he’d make it. Sure enough, this only bolstered the hunger for conquest in the War God’s selected vassal. Erebus wasn’t happy to hear other people he considered allies speak on some of their hardship, and their tragic change of lives. However, it did make him feel better about his. And why he truly fought for these Outlaws, and looked at them the same as he was. “I’m wanted because of my talent, I’d guess.” He started up, and pushed his story after a pause. “Zagan needed this book that contained a spell which woke the Dragons, the good and the bad ones but I really wasn’t told what it was until much later. After I took the book from the royal library, in a heist beside some early members of this Guild and then gave it back to Zagan, my reputation was painted black with infamy. When I demanded my pay, he banished my mind to hell. I went from this lowly pickpocket invisible person, to what I thought was a hero and in a short twenty-four hours. The aftermath of realizing what I had really done, agh. The hate I felt in myself bred an assassin, and I’ve killed so many people to try and wash away the idea I was meant for anything else... I’ve done wrong to others, to sustain myself, when I was really just trying to make a way in a world from the bottom. I was raised in Oak, by myself. Parents were never there, but I wasn’t an orphan, I was very keen on survival in those streets, those trenches. There was a captain in the Rune Knights named Jove, he arrested me when I was much younger but in the prison system that’s where I first realized just how far my reputation had spread... I was worshipped by the convicts, idolized for my efforts against the crown. So I did what I thought was best for those that didn’t turn on me, in hindsight that was really only Odin. I made lots of contacts for Eternal Nightmare in my two years behind bars. I could have left, but training those men to do my bidding for a piece of the treasure they thought I had was beneficial to me. I am not rich, but I work hard and I pay myself extra on my adventures looting and moving stolen goods around. I was always able to rally my hatred into a weapon, how I managed to do it? I don’t know really, dedication I guess... I can be pretty vindictive, it’s an ugly thing really. Been a bit darker than I remember before Eternal Nightmare. Ya know, I go in and out nowadays, like something wants me to dominate others. Some higher self trying to take over... That’s just who I am now,”
Erebus hadn’t said that last part with a ton of enthusiasm, it sounded more like a moment of doubt. Being so pressed and motivated to succeed, often left one to a lonely isolating road. How could one conquer the world alone? In reality, Erebus don’t imagine that he could so that part of him died a long time ago. He learned to take orders, and in a way. That made him a very dangerous weapon.
”I think about it enough to eat me alive... I ponder it, but I just want to see an era where I’m looked at as equal, not a nobody... Nobles treated my little hometown like it didn’t matter. But Eternal Nightmare has made it prosper. Maybe I wasn’t born to be the hero at all anymore, but born to dominate the old age and help usher in a new era. That’s what I really want. I crave to win.” He shrugged, and chuckled lightly. Not imagining that anyone ever remembered Erebus and his heroism anyways. But they all knew him now, and they would never forget his legend before it was all over. “Anyways to sum my story up, I wasn’t always a Devastation. I use to run and hide. Now? I’m comforted by their fear. It feeds my resolve. Fear isn’t the same as respect, but it’s just as useful; maybe even better. You know what I mean?” He finished up on that note, placing two of his limbs behind his head and slouching back against the white leather seat.
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