For a few moments, Zenith sat in silence. The idea of being bound to someone as strong as Yuurei might bring the church out of the shadows, or whomever was pulling the strings behind his life. Though he wasn't sure how it would affect him personally, and it was just a guess, Zenith felt a little more at ease because of Yuurei's self-assurance. As he considered it, a poem he’d once read came to mind, something that seemed oddly fitting for the situation. Without really thinking, he began to recite it out loud:
“In the shadow of grace, we walk with care,
Their strength our shield, their wisdom our prayer.
Yet to rise above, we must take the leap,
For in the bond of power, our courage we keep.”
He paused, a bit surprised that the words had come to him so easily. Realizing he had spoken out loud, he quickly added, “Sorry, that just… came to me. It’s from a book I read a long time ago. It felt right for the moment.”
Feeling the weight of the decision he was about to make, Zenith took a deep breath. He turned to face Yuurei, his doubts gradually beginning to fade. Finally, he said, "I'll accept your grace. I think this will help me find the answers I've been looking for. It will be worthwhile if it strengthens me and clarifies my objective. And I suppose I'm willing to form a bond if it means having someone like you know when I'm in danger. However, I'd like to feel as if I earned it. So I'd like you to make use of me when needed please. I may not be strong yet, but I will one day, so as time goes on I'll be of more and more use to you.
As the words left his mouth, Zenith felt a swirl of emotions—anticipation, uncertainty, and maybe even a bit of fear. He had just made a decision that could change everything, but he didn’t really know what that meant yet. His mind raced with questions: What would this bond with Yuurei really be like? Would it bring him the answers he had been searching for, or would it just lead to more mysteries? He wasn’t sure, but he knew he had to trust in the choice he was making.
Internally, Zenith couldn’t help but worry. He was stepping into something completely new, something beyond the pages of any book he had ever read. Books were safe...they had clear endings, well-defined characters, and predictable outcomes. But this? This was real life, with all its unpredictability and unknowns. It was a bit daunting, but at the same time, he knew he couldn’t just stay in the world of books forever. If he wanted to understand who he really was, he needed to take risks, even if they scared him.
He tried to reassure himself by thinking about the bond with Yuurei. It felt like the right step, like maybe it would finally give him the clarity he was desperate for. He didn't have the answers he hoped for, but he could at least give him a chance to find them. That was more than he expected if he was going to be honest. But there was still that small voice in the back of his mind, reminding him that he was new to all of this. He wasn’t sure how to navigate these waters, but maybe that was okay.
Zenith knew one thing for sure, and that was he had to trust the process. [b]“I suppose I should tell you more about myself. I grew up in Magnolia, in a bookstore called Book Land, as stated in the letter. The owner, Thaddeus, took me in when I was just a baby. I don’t know much about my parents. My father was involved with the Illuminian Church, but he died before I was born, and my mother… she disappeared right after. You already know all this. I was raised surrounded by books, and that’s where I found my love for reading and learning. I’ve always been more comfortable with books than with people. I guess you could say I’m more of a bookworm, someone who knows a lot from reading, but not so much from real world experience. My magic… well, it just manifested one day. I use what’s called Heavenly Body Magic. It’s based on light and celestial forces, and honestly, I’m still figuring out what I can do with it. I’ve been practicing, but mostly on my own.”
With a quick glance down at his hands, Zenith flexed them as though attempting to sense the magic within. Relieved, but also a little exposed after disclosing so much, he gazed back up at Yuurei. Being open and honest about everything felt amazing and he figured it was the best way to start off a bond. All he could do now was pray that this was the proper route and would bring him to the information he required in time. Repeating once again that he'd take the grace brought with it something unexpected...and that was the sounds of heavenly trumpets, but not the notes of love, warmth and compassion. They sounded more like that of frustration, warning and irritation. It seemed the other Seraphim really were not fond of Yuurei to Zenith.