Takao was about to say that he was not melancholy, why would he be until he looked at Lumikki and he kept his mouth shut. Takao felt that The Raven Queen was staring into his soul, and there wasn't much he could do to stop it. Now his question was if she knew this because she was just good at reading people or if it was a some other ability like her magic or her race that caused this effect. But she saw something in him and she didn't seem to like it.
Things happened rather quickly as Lumikki stripped away her human visage and showed her true form to him, and he could feel the room get colder and then she said something he didn't expect. That they were both fools. This sent Takao's mind into a spiral as he tried to piece together what that means, and why her tone seemed to be one genuine emotional vulnerability rather than the normal joking attitude.
She was clearly frustrated, by him or herself he couldn't figure out, maybe both of them. She then told the story of one of their missions together and Takao couldn't help but sigh. Yea... that was a very stupid idea, his plan was to lure the killer out by being bait but he hadn't planned on the attacker just slitting his throat but he knew that his healing factor would protect him from basically any injury other than decapitation from that murderer but it still wasn't great. That man died moments later from Lumikki, thinking Takao was killed. Even though he knew it was a stupid idea, he still felt the need to defend himself as he said.
" First off.... You are grand because you earned it, you weren't born into it and handed your greatness... which I would argue makes you greater than I am. Second off, that murderer didn't claim me! I let him do that because I knew you would handle it afterwards and it basically made him dead to rights, I wasn't in any real risk of danger there... but you didn't know that at the time so.. maybe I should have let you in on the plan before it happened.." The more Takao thought about that night the more he realized how unbelievably stupid and risky that plan was in the first place, because so many things could have gone wrong that night and then Kurama would have been let loose in that city. Luckily he has never done that again but he still regrets that night and sometimes lays awake thinking about his fuck up.
" But no... you weren't 'daft' to worry about me... I was, and honestly still am, a fool even at the best of times. I am not like my mother, who always seems to make the right choice every time, or my father who is a literal god, who can simply force his choice to be the right one at the end of the day. "