But in some manner maybe that in which how people see the Laoshi Forest was some what fitting for Judith. There was a calm and quiet here was something Judith found some what idea. But being alone with her thoughts. While she would avoid the temples to not risk breaking any rituals or prayers of the people of sin where here. But it was a peaceful walk, At one point Judith felt so relaxed for once.
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Wed Jun 05, 2024 11:10 am
But in some manner maybe that in which how people see the Laoshi Forest was some what fitting for Judith. There was a calm and quiet here was something Judith found some what idea. But being alone with her thoughts. While she would avoid the temples to not risk breaking any rituals or prayers of the people of sin where here. But it was a peaceful walk, At one point Judith felt so relaxed for once.
Wed Jun 05, 2024 12:27 pm
Ryuuji walked out and toward the woman. "Master?" He tilted his head a bit to the side as if he was making sure that he was not just seeing some kind of illusion that was meant to trick him though at this point if it was a trick he had already been tricked and would be ambushed for getting too close to the fake but he thought that it was the real one.
Thu Jun 06, 2024 5:30 pm
As always she was glad people were not shy to talk to her, After all that was the entire point no one should ever be scared to talk to Judith."Master? I suppose that is still what I am."Judith chuckled about it because she did finally come to terms with it long a go but still never truly like she was one, But here she was. Then she would walk over with a some what peaceful look on her face and ask him."How have you been Ryuji?"It seemed like the fair question he had not seen him in a while.
Thu Jun 06, 2024 11:29 pm
When she spoke his name he guessed maybe she was the real guild master but he was going to keep an eye on her and watch for differences. "I am good been training to use my gifts." When he said that he grew two more eyes and he looked at her and they were all blinking out of time so it was a bit creepy looking and he gained two more ears as well as he stood there looking at her. "How about you Guild Master Judith?"
Sat Jun 08, 2024 10:27 am
As for his question."Perplexed by various thoughts and reflection of my own life."But these were Judith problems, something far more expansive then even felt it could ever explain simply. Even if she could sum it up as she need to let go and move on to facing and dealing other things she had been putting off dealing with."But I am always delighted that while my members aren't always at the guild, they will find me in happen stance and update me, Puts my mind at ease."Some how just having two more eyes did not seem to scare Judith or make her feel off in anyway.
Then almost like she seemingly was coming at peace with her thoughts she merely sighed and went."Maybe my thoughts and worries while having an easy solution...should be left alone for now."It did actually sound like Judith was internally troubled and she was not talking to anyone about it.
Sat Jun 08, 2024 5:22 pm
Ryuuji wonders who could even take the spot of guild master if she were to leave it, as he knows that Kaito is always on business and he seemed to not like to be held down by things or held back by them, and is far too much of a free spirit to really be stopped from just leaving so he had no idea who could be the new master if something were to happen but he knows that he shouldn't be thinking that way in the moment as this was not one of those kinds of meetings this was more hopeful or so he hoped. "Is there something on your mind."
Mon Jun 10, 2024 10:25 am
But she would merely state."For how long I have been alive, I am often reflect upon many things:My family, my children, The members in my family who had passed one...Various other things."Judith was reflecting on life. Something she was doing far too much of and letting get to her, But that was not becoming apparent yet. "Everything I have seen, good or bad with them, How it feels like yesterday at times while also seemingly being a long time a go."Maybe something just needed to give Judith a distraction for the moment.
Mon Jun 10, 2024 5:43 pm
Ryuuji's heart hurt badly and he wasn't sure that he could really go on or not as she had saved him when he was lost and alone. She took him in and treated him like he belonged but now he lacked the stone that she use to be in his life and he has no idea what to do or where to go as she was his guiding light. "Keep strong and we might still get through this like the strong woman you are. I will probably take time to find my feet to even land." Ryuuji was trying to cheer her up but his voice lacked a good tone for it so it probably sounded bad.
Wed Jun 12, 2024 10:38 am
While she hoped Ryuji would not find it too strange as he seemed to always find Judith's actions in some view a bit more confusing at times given this is off of how she speak. But she merely walked over to him seemingly in the manner of always calm quiet and motherly and hugged Ryuji. Patting his back while they both seemed to maybe have a moment of quiet to settle their grieving minds even if only for a moment.
Here Judith was, in her mother unhealthy manner possible still holding on to something she shouldn't, After all she had came to terms about it what hurt her souls for years now, But still she struggled with various conflict with in her thoughts.
But her motherly hug for Ryuji she seemed to start showing him support."I admit what i am lingering one is...unhealthy."Judith admitted. But alas she continued on."But striding forwarding is possible..sometimes it is the steps forwards, not the finish line."
Wed Jun 12, 2024 6:31 pm
He stepped away from the guild master a bit as he was going to give her room to breath as she had been through something clearly as she is still trying to comfort him as she suffered in her own issues. "Is there a way that I can help you?" Ryu spoke before he had really fully thought out if he was able to even help in anyway as he is kinda like a rock but bull headed.
Thu Jun 13, 2024 9:00 pm
But maybe this would be something for him."But shall we, take a casual stroll together? return to the city hopefully refreshed and clear of thoughts"Judith seemed to not dismiss her problems but suggested they walk together just in case, Maybe just to merely keep each other in check, trying not to make it anything to extreme or out there.
Fri Jun 14, 2024 2:21 am
He might need a change or something to distract him but he wasn't sure that he could get that if he stayed in once place and felt like shit from never finding what factor that he needed to change and to take on if he was to get past this maybe he would find his wife if he broke free of this and looked for a different opening some where else that might help him find the place and things he needed not that Judith wasn't helping him but just he was not sure that he could keep this up and faking that he didn't see what he saw in the dark halls of the guild hall.
Sat Jun 15, 2024 3:21 pm
In some manner this was entirely not all about Judith herself there was a few other things in mind she had in her mind. But while she walked and observed the planet life. She seemed to be admire the plants of Sin it was wonderful.
The tree's were pretty, the flower were wonderful, everything here was ideal for any. So she would eventually walk over to a flower she saw that was pretty enough. Take it after making sure she would not get in trouble. Then walk over to Ryuuji and tucked the flower on to one of his ears.
Then giggled about it slightly. Seeing if maybe he could smile just as much as Judith was trying. For now it was not entirely about rankings and guilds. It was about clearing the mind.
Afterwords she would take another one."This will be nice to bring home, The garden needs more in it."Judith seemed to be back to normal at this time like she was starting to clear her mind.
Mon Jun 17, 2024 3:30 pm
"You will need to make sure to take a soil sample to see if you can match the dirt's condition and type so it will grow for you as plants are... delicate and easily ruined." He spoke from the things that his wife had told him when he use to bring her plants and him not having a true understanding of the harm he was doing and things he was ruining with his misguided attempts to make her happy in the past but Ryu knows that he should forget it but these memories cling tightly to his heart and feel as if he is ripping apart of his own heart out as he tried to come to terms with her leaving him.
Wed Jun 19, 2024 1:37 am
Even finally remarking."I will be sure to match it, along with the condition's for all of them in my garden."Judith would mentioned she was unsure how well he was getting through and connecting to him so far. but she won't give up yet she would still try.
She maybe just needed to try and rethink how to interact with him."However, thank you for mentioning that. Most people do not know how to tend to flowers."It was something he did not expect from him, but one person does learn a lot in their life.
Wed Jun 19, 2024 2:58 pm
He looked at the guild master and thinks of a question about her married life. "How do you stay with the same person for as long as you have is there some kind of hidden tactic to doing it?" He had heard that the guild master was married and had children of her own and a loving husband that has been at her side for a long time.
Thu Jun 20, 2024 10:44 pm
Judith would fix this in a simple way."There is a degree of understand it that everyone is different, We all work differently."Judith mentioning the most simple of things first for a reason. Judith was different than Kaori. Anders was different than him."There is years of trial and error...learning likes and dislikes, How you work with one another."This was the basics but there was something that maybe she was unsure if she explained it.
That would be understood."But understand the trials you both will live through, Will test your wills, desires, fortitude and patience."As she said to start with. Then adding in."There are a lot of things that will challenge you from personal failures, Sickness, Family at times."Judith even paused for a moment. "And Death. Everything will test this bond and your faith to one another."She wondered if he was getting something of value out of this at this point.
She almost felt like she was starting to over explain."You and whomever you are with will need to learn each other, to over come the hardships of the world and life together, While learning and ensuring your bond never fails."Then she would wait to see what he would say about it, After all there was surely more questions to come form him.
Fri Jun 21, 2024 11:06 pm
Ryu just sighed as he was sure he didn't really understand it but he was still young he guessed and maybe later on it would make more sense to him when he was in the moment of it happening maybe a break through. "I will try to figure out your meanings in time I guess, most of it just bounced off of me." He was willing to admit that maybe he was the problem here and not anyone else that could have come under fire for it.
Sat Jun 22, 2024 5:42 pm
As much as she really wanted too."I am unsure how else i could show what guide you, At least here anyway, I am sure if i was in fiore I could fine a random couple with my magic and we could move through out their life and see what they dealt with and learn from it."Judith said as a random example. But it was a suggestion, if he had other idea Judith would not mind hearing it.
But at least he knew, Judith actually did want to help him, in some manner he did not view him hopeless.
Sat Jun 22, 2024 9:23 pm
The man now understands how stupid he was in even asking this of his guild master and he needed to make sure that he could do what he needed to do to get stronger and maybe be able to grow from the small and whimpy loser he was into someone that was worth being kept around for more things that just to look pretty and to lug things for people. "I Don't need you to show me but thank you for the offer." He bowed his head and he got closer to the ground to look at more of the flowers as he wondered what all there were here.
Mon Jun 24, 2024 11:20 am
First she would ask. in her series of question."How often did you talk to her about what she wanted and felt?"Judith was getting right down to the point of it since it might help him in some manner."Have you done anything she would consider being wrong for the marriage?"Do note she was not saying he did anything, Just asking his view of it there was still plenty of chance for whatever he thought up to be true or not.
And with the final question for this moment she would be sure to ask."Are there also things she did that could have cause both of you to drift away?"There were the serious questions and she wanted him to at least try and think about it.
Wed Jun 26, 2024 2:07 pm
"Yeah but your magic... It could change that... Save her from that right?" He looked at the guild master knowing it was too dangerous of a thing to ask as she had said so herself that it was dangerous to mess with the timeline but she could be the answer the one that could fix his wife's memories... but there was nothing really wrong her that needed fixed... He held his head and was trying to make sense of his own thoughts as he was thinking as if she was broken or wrong and this all just made him feel despair from the thoughts and the way he spoke about her... He thinks that he sees why she abandoned him.
Thu Jun 27, 2024 8:20 pm
There was a slightly depressed look on her face. Ryuuji would going to learn a harsh lesson of what Judith's life is."Ryuuji, While I want too help. I sadly have to tell you I can not help."Judith mentioned seemingly only wanting to get that disappointment out now. As in equal parts Judith felt powerless.
Even if Ryuuji most likely did as well."In my case with time magic. There is boundaries in place, I can not personally alter these things as it was an oath I was told I needed to take to keep this timeline unaltered."Judith mentioned almost like she equally hated it well."Even I have had to resist temptation...My daughter would still be alive.."Judith mentioned that lingering and hidden defeat she had in her mind that Ryuuji just witness.
There as things she could show, But she could not just change the past."I can not change things that have already happen, We can see and learn from it...But can not alter the past."In theory how looking into the past to learn from it to solve the problem in the present wasn't altering the time line, But she was not hear to logically argue that.
Fri Jun 28, 2024 3:46 pm
Ryuuji thinks about what could have happened to the guild masters daughter and how she died but he knows that he shouldn't ask that as there might be more there than he really wants to know right now after her had just lost his wife and only family that he had.
Sat Jun 29, 2024 11:32 pm
While it was not entirely possible he would feel unsure how to take her example."Say...I where to go back in time, Alter my daughters passing in Honsenka so that she lived. What is to say her not passing on doesn't lead to worst evens coming from it? What if she ended up becoming a corrupted rune knight and just making a massive chain of horrible events from it?"It was an extreme mention but it was the first one she could string up.
"What if I never joined Fairy Tail and ended in a dark guild?"It was another extreme example as well. But their was some examples to what could happen from small choices.
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