It was a productive time for Judith in the end, there was a few other things that needed to be done now but the walk to where the ships was rather peaceful and quiet. But the some one else knew a bit more the internal struggle of Judith, while she was not out ward with a fair amount of things in her life, It merely proved even the most helpful of people struggled in some manner in which they did not seem to have help for.
It was not Judith was ignoring her problems, she was putting them off. But also because Judith in some manner knew she should be able to solve these things herself, She had the power mostly too. Just risked some other things happening to her.
It was almost in some manner tempting to see how far Judith could take somethings, While also in some manner figuring out a way to disappear forever so she would not have to deal with it, As well no one would have to put up with the risks of Judith's own suffering. For Judith feared what things could go on wrong if she lost control of her mental state after all she was self aware of many things.
But the trip home was nice and quiet, Most people on the ship back really did not see Judith she merely seemed to have hidden away from everyone not intending to talk to many people. Most people would forget she was there, She would come out every once and a while and look upon the open sea.
Everything was going to be okay, That is what she thought in her mind and she in some way really needed to believe that would also be the case. Delusional as it was seemingly, Judith needed to do that to herself while she had to get these plans into action or else who knows what would happen.
Judith assumed she might have cracked mentally, Over all it was just also a mere theory of Judith's that she would degrade mentally over time,she could be entirely fine in the end. The trip back home helped Judith settle her mind. It would be a patch to her worry at the time and she didn't have to think about what all could go wrong, She just needed to focus on how things could go right.
It would take a while for Judith to talk to him. But he was asleep at the time and Judith was unsure how exactly to talk to a man who most likely expected to be human, how she wanted to make sure he lived longer. It was a subject she was sure most people would not ever consider thinking about. At least at their ages when they where content with being human for many years. But alas Judith figured it was worth a shot. Not only just for her, As well as for him as well There was a benefit.
But the results would happen eventually, Only time would tell for Judith and anyone else what was to come. But all that mattered was hope and faith for everything to turn out. Maybe her mind would finally settle.
(Exit)
WC:539. Total WC:5002